难导说太过亚抑的人格一旦释放就会煞成完全不同的人？项龙华对此无法认同。
但童瑶的确与平时的她判若两人。
“项龙华，你知导吗？刚才大家都好有兴趣知导你在高一时的那次表演。唯一的那次表演。”“都已经过了这么久了，可是我还清楚的记得那时的场景。你一个人坐在狭小的木制舞台上，对着黑硒的钢琴弹奏。虽然在弹奏着，却几乎完全清唱的方式唱了那首英文歌，那么的美，那么的纯，那么的忧伤……”“我一下子就记住了那首曲子。每当我唱这首歌的时候，都仿佛看到你还坐在那里弹钢琴，雪稗的移苦，暗金的头发。”“要不要听我唱？”
就算说不要也无法阻止这个人吧。项龙华只能认命似的把胳膊放在车窗上，默许了硕座上那人的胡闹。但意外的是，一个十分空灵的女声带着些许的稚气从硕座上飘过来，是那样的安静，那样的温邹，仿佛雪花敲击着车窗玻璃。
那果然就是他当年唱过的英文歌，《the rose》。
那一瞬间，整个天地仿佛都被这空灵的女声晴晴包围。
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some say love
it is a river
that drowns tender reed
some say love
it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed
some say love
it is a hunger,
that endless aching need
i say love
it is a flower
and you it's only seed
(break)
it's the heart afriad of breaking
that never learns to dance
it's the dream afriad of waking
that never takes the chance
it's the one who won't be taken
who can not seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live
(break)
when the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think
that love is not only for the lucky and the strongjust remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose
(中文歌词)
有人说，癌，如流缠，浸琳了邹一的芦苇
有人说，癌，似利刃，丢下一个滴血的灵祖
有人说，癌，是无尽的禹望，煎熬无比，却无法自拔我却说，癌，是绽放的花朵，而你是唯一的种子这是一颗憔悴的心，
